It hurts so much seeing how Mom cried last night.
Blaming herself for all that had happened.
All I could do was to console her - "Mommy, don't cry.." and just hug her.

My heart felt like an arrow shooting through, and blood kept flowing profusely.

And this afternoon, I kept holding my tears back.
But when I saw Mommy crying, I could not hold on to it anymore.

See you next Wednesday @ 2pm at the same unpleasant place.

I will listen to you, and study hard.
And come back soon.. Because we love you, always!



God, you gotta be up there listening to me.